Saturday, July 30, 2005

What I wished for...

It's funny how the commonly known phrase 'Be careful what you wish
for, you might just get it' materializes and takes you by surprise. I
honestly did not expect it to happen so soon and just like that, and
I did not know how to react.

But it was a pleasant surprise. Made me smile just as a long week
came to an end.

I guess I will start sorting out my stuff as I will need to move out
next Sunday. It's not going to be so much of a hassle since Field
Hall is less than a minute's walk from Chi Psi. It'll be good to get
it all sorted and ready for a few trips back and forth.

Wanted to catch Greg Araki's 'Mysterious Skin' but it has stopped
screening in the theaters near where I stay, I was kinda
disappointed. So we decided to go for 'Me, You and Everyone We Know'
but the timing was kinda off, as at that point in time, it seemed
food was the priority. Midtown Arts Theater seemed like a pretty neat
place, and I didn't realize it was right behind the Home Depot area
we frequent for whole foods. So there's two theaters we could
potentially go to from now on for quality films.

I guess I'm gonna pass on movies tonight, and then start tomorrow,
and try to finish up whatever that I have left in my PowerBook over
next week.

Friday, July 29, 2005

Brilliant

I happened to be clicking through some films that I've seen recently, and came back to 'American Beauty' (which, I don't care what you say, it was a great film) and I was reading through a review by one of the IMDb users. This paragraph about the movie struck me as extraordinary.
 
"What if I asked you this question: What do you want in life? Most people would say, "happiness." But is happiness worth deluding yourself for? Carolyn Burnham shields herself from sadness by adopting a positive-thinking philosophy, a philosophy of self-affirming mantras and harsh self-discipline. Positive thinking may help you attain your goals, but positive thinking also blinds you from reality. Is it wise or moral to change the channel when you hear about mass starvation in Africa so you can enjoy moments of fleeting happiness from a cheap romance movie? Self-help is just a euphemism for self-deception. All humans need some complex fraud to distract them from the harsh and nihilistic realities of life, whether it's religion, money, or even love."
 
Brilliant. Just Brilliant.

Interesting yet bizarre fact

My colleague sent everyone this e-mail. Interesting, but so bizarre.
 
-----------------------------------------------------
 
Year 1981
=========

1. Prince Charles got married
2. Liverpool crowned Champions of Europe
3. Pope Died.


Year 2005
=========
1. Prince Charles got married (again)
2. Liverpool crowned Champions of Europe (again)
3. Pope Died.


*** In Future, if Charles wants to re-marry or Liverpool needs another crown ..... POOR POPE....!!!!!! ***

Thursday, July 28, 2005

The Business Meeting

The company's 2 day long meeting with representatives from 4 major
tire companies is finally done.

I'm lucky to have had the privilege to sit in, even as an intern
(rather, a co-op, who's on his first work semester) and even allowed
to give a short presentation on a project I worked on over the last 8
weeks. It was pretty intense observing the detailed discussion of how
we wanted to steer our progress into more value added benefit of the
members and it was an experience. And of course, a business dinner, I
finally got to feel how that is like, and it was pretty fun. The
people present were model professionals, and I'm glad they were.

I left my room at 7:20am last night and returned at 11pm. I was
technically working from 8am to 10pm, which is something I haven't
done for a very long time. In fact, the last time I remember doing
something that lasted for so long was back in high school when I was
in the Student Council, where we had numerous projects. I was really
tired, and after coming back today, I just crashed straight to bed.

However, with my inability to stay asleep, I somehow woke up. And here I
am.

The meeting definitely threw me right into the heart of our supply
chain services that is essential to all members concerned and I think
it was extremely helpful that I was there, it instilled in me a sense
of importance and ability to put in work that will materialize in the
time to come. With my last work week coming up next week, it seems
like a fitting farewell to a life which I've so become used to, and
one that I have to let go with much regret (I'm forced to give up 2
additional weeks of work for Resident Advisor training - that means
an extra grand, and some more investment in my 401(k) plan - for
nothing. Well, there is some value in the long term, but still, it
would not compare)

It's exciting, because the company was formed only 4 years ago, but
it has evolved so fast in its process, and the next time that I come
back, it might be very different from what I saw over the summer. I
can't even envision how it would be like when I finish my work
semester (granted everything goes as planned academically) in the
summer of 2007. Considering how the summer passed so fast, I'm braced
for that time to come, before I know it.

The fatigue sets in once again, I'm off. Thank goodness its Friday
tomorrow.

Oh, did I mention how great Weekend Player's music is? A little different from Thievery Corporation or Zero 7, but still fantastic.

Deportivo 2 Newcastle 1

Final score from Riazor Stadium (in Spain):
UEFA Intertoto Cup Semi Final 1st Leg
Deportivo La Coruna 2 (Spain)
Ruben Castro (11)
Jorge Andrade (58)
 
Newcastle United 1
Lee Bowyer (47)
 
2nd Leg to be played at St. James' Park on the 3rd of August.
 

Monday, July 25, 2005

Two 1

So I've turned 21.

Is it just me or does no one else see that this whole 'you-gotta-do-
something-it's-your-birthday' thing is out of proportions? Everyone
seems to react to 'No, I don't have any plans, I'm not really going
to do anything' like the world's turned upside down. I feel like
there's a social pressure to do something special on your birthday,
and I don't like doing things when its forced upon.

I'll tell you why. It's not particularly special because I don't
drink (for my Singaporean friends, the legal age to drink in the US
is 21), I don't really go to clubs or pubs (the major ones, I've been
to some others that is not 21 and over), and I don't think I need a
car at this point. (I'm just gonna wait until October or Novemeber
when I go to Illinois to renew my ID/licence)

I don't want to sound like a bitch, but seriously, its just another
day. Like any other day. I don't need a reason to be doing something
different on a particular day. If I feel like doing something, I'll
go do it.

It's just that it happens to be a Monday of a really long week, where
I have a pretty important meeting that is going to last for 2 days.
And I have things to prepare. Even if not, I still would not be
celebrating.

Please do not make a big deal out of this, I'm not the kind that
celebrates birthdays anyway and haven't really done so in the past
few years. I've also stopped requesting for presents and such for my
birthdays, only did it when some people insisted. But if celebrating
makes you happy, then by all means, please go ahead.

But thanks to those who called me up, sent me e-mails, instant
messages and the likes among others. Your thoughts are very much
appreciated.

If it makes any of you feel any better, then I'll just do what I like
to do best: watch movies. If it makes any more difference at all,
then I'll watch what is regarded to be one of the best independent
film of all time, 'One Flew Over a Cuckoo's Nest.' I'm sure you'll be elated to know that I'm going to do that right this minute.

Okay, sorry, that was a little too sarcastic.

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Heights

My movie watching has been progressing well, only 4 more left in my
PowerBook, and I'm pretty sure I can get all of them finished within
the 2 weeks that I have left for work.

So I caught 'Casino' and 'To Kill a Mockingbird.' 'Casino' was pretty
much exactly like 'Goodfellas,' but different only in the context of
the Las Vegas Casino scene. After watching this, though I admit, this
was pretty good, I am definitely not a Martin Scorsese fan. His films
are done well, he pays attention and focuses on a lot of detail and
does a real good job at story making, but sorry, his style doesn't
appeal to me. I've now seen 'Casino,' 'Goodfellas' and 'Gangs of New
York' and among them, I liked 'Casino' the best, however, it is
perceived as the third best one among the three, so I'm wondering if
it's just me. Last year's 'The Aviator' was also directed by him, but
I'm not too keen on catching it, even though it did well at the
Oscar's. His movies are long, slow, and sometimes it's just a pain to
be watching it. But that's just my taste.

'To Kill a Mockingbird,' well, what can I say, it was based on the
novel, and it hit the nail right. Most of the time, when it's based
on a book, it shouldn't go wrong. The pace, focus and the direction
was pretty good for a black and white movie.

So last night, Francesco, Dawar and I tried to catch a movie, since
we couldn't do so on Friday, as it was too late by the time we
decided. You'd think they'll be showing a lot of movies on the
weekend, its either you caught it around 10, or past midnight. I was
pretty tired, since there was a lot going on at work, so I decided to
get an early night. But last night, we made sure we caught something.

We finally decided to go to some obscure theaters that are located
somewhat near to Tech, and there were a number of films that were
being screened that I wanted to catch. The three we shortlisted was
'Heights,' a poster of which I remember seeing around Buckhead for
sometime, 'Me, You and Everyone We Know,' a film that I remember
reading about from my English Professor's blog (which he thought was
a welcoming contrast to the idea of community community in 'Crash,'
which got me interested in this film in the first place) and
'Mysterious Skin,' which kind of sounds like a 'Donnie Darko' type
film, which got great ratings on IMDb (and I trust IMDb 95% of the
time, so I didn't doubt its rating).

The last two was being shown in an Arts theater not too far from
where we where, but the description for 'Heights' got all of us, so
we ended up going to a weird place that was surrounded mainly by
adult entertainment joints or bars. But to our surprise, that theatre
was pretty nice, and I recalled that the place that my English
Professor mentioned was this place. The feel of the theater was as if
my kind of films were being screened night in and night out. There
was only about 10 of us watching the movie, so we got into the best
position and watched the film.

I must say, I liked how the camera captured the spirit of urban life
of New York City, with soft music in the background which totally
sucked me in, and I was just lost in the movie. It lasted for 90 or
so minutes, but it felt like a great 2 and a half hour journey, and
its very hard to do that kinda thing. Usually movies that last that
long makes it feel draggy and bad, but not this one. I think it
weaved the stories (oh, its one of those multiple scenarios coming
together in the end type which I just love) pretty well.

Though I wouldn't say that it was a spectacular film, I liked it.
More for some of the scenes where it was static for 5 seconds just
showing the sights of New York and the empty, silent theater
supplemented the effects very well. It was more visual and the
reality of these lives in New York City than anything else. And the
fact that I was going around areas showcased in the film not too long
ago in my brief stay in New York earlier this month helped out in
somewhat identifying myself with what was going on.

Many might not think its a film worth watching, but hey, everyone has
different tastes.

Hopefully, we'll get to catch 'Mysterious Skin' next week, coz that
seems like something I will truly enjoy.

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Newcastle 2 Dubnica 0

Final score from St James' Park:
UEFA Intertoto Cup 3rd Round 2nd Leg
Newcastle United 2
Alan Shearer (70)
Alan Shearer (90)

ZTS Dubnica 0 (Slovakia)

Aggregate score 5-1. (In favour of Newcastle).

Newcastle wins the round to progress to the Semi-Finals against Deportivo La Coruna (Spain).

1st Leg to be played at Riazor Stadium (Spain) of the 27th of July.



Thursday, July 21, 2005

Getting ready for the fall semester

I signed up for classes on Tuesday, and though I'm pretty sure I'll get the classes that I've not offically signed up for, I'm not done with it.
 
They have freshman restrictions for Earth and Atmospheric Science class that I'm taking (once that's done, no labs for the rest of my time at Tech) and the special problems class for Industrial Engineering, which I need a permit signed by Dr. Tovey. I attended that class last fall, unofficially, as I got to know about it much later on as a pledge in Delta Sig.
 
But yeah, going ahead with 21 hours, if I manage to get everything. It's kinda scary, as it is the maximum load any one person can take. Thankfully, one of the classes, International Affairs, is a pass/fail class, so I can afford to step back for that one class. Even then. I should probably have figured out from last semester that taking anything more than 18 is going to be pretty hard, but since I've really learnt time management, I'm gonna give it a shot.
 
I was talking with Sandesh about the possibility of taking classes while working, and I've looked up some classes that are offered. Fortunately, an accounting and a material science class is offered at 4:30 onwards. I could possibly bring the idea up to my supervisors and see if they approve, as it will enable me to cut down on my class loads, and if everything works out, I might not have to study for the last summer session and graduate in Spring 2008. That would be fantastic. I was thinking of taking online or night classes in some other university, but I'm essentially a registered full-time student at Georgia Tech while working, so I don't think Tech will allow me to be registered in two different places at one time. First off, I have to ask my co-op advisor if that's possible, and secondly, I have to ask RubberNetwork if they're okay. I'll probably take few hours off from normal working hours for the days of the classes, but I'll put those hours back on the days where there aren't classes. Since major bulk of the work is done in the morning, I'm pretty sure that will be fine.
 
I'm pretty happy that I've managed to catch quite a lot of films over the past few days. Let's see, I completed watching 'Kama Sutra,' 'Psycho,' 'The Passion of The Christ' and 'La Vita e Bella (Life is Beautiful).' All of them were class acts. I really liked the original 'Psycho' and to think it was made in 1960 is amazing. 'Passion' was rather painful, due to the torture scenes, and I can imagine how Christians felt when they were watching the film. 'Life is Beautiful' was very well made as well, and I was having problems getting the subtitle file to work, but found out that the downloaded movie was an English dubbed version, so it worked for me.
 
Surpringly, I have 5 movies left to watch that are stored in my laptop. But almost all of them are ones that last for at least 2 and a half hours. However, all of them are considered one of the greatest film of all time, and if I'm not wrong, all of them are ranking in IMDb's top 50, if not the top 100, so I'm really looking forward to it.
 
This week somehow passed by a little faster than I expected. 2 more weeks til work ends. Sheesh. Next week's going to be a pretty important week, as we have a major meeting. Oh, and yes, I'll be working as a 21 year old from next monday onwards. No more restrictions on anything, for now, I guess.
 
I'm such a sucker for books, when I buy them, I buy a whole lot. But I make sure I finish reading them. I bought a number of books related to Supply Chain Management off from eBay, maybe around 8, all A class books, and it so happened that 4 of them came all on the same day on Tuesday. It's not something that needs to be read urgently, so I'm gonna take my time and read each one of them over the course of my time at Tech. I'll be sure to have a great awareness of how the industry functions and whatnot. Six Sigma, Lean Manufacturing, Supply Chain Strategies and whatnot.
 
Also, I got the two books on 401(k) investment plan. A colleague of mine who occupies the cubicle opposite mine told me some things about investing in the retirement fund and showed me this spreadsheet which calculates how much things you accumulate over the years, and it was fascinating. He advised to start investing from now, as the portfolio I build from such a young age will prove to make such a difference when I'm over 55, I saw it in black and white. Though it was only an estimate or a projection, it was pretty clear that I'll be the biggest dumbass on earth if I do not do anything about it. Millions are losing out by starting way too late in their careers and it does not make any sense or benefit for them, but if I were to contribute a sizeable amount, I think it would be greatly beneficial. Since I don't really spend, I could contribute quite a bit from my pay, starting from next working semester. I have until then to read the two books, learn about the facts and make sure I'm knowledgeable before I put my funds in.
 
I've picked up many things from this semester. I wish I could pick up more, but theres a time and pace for everything. I'm gonna be learning how to use a major integration software next semester, which is exciting, as when I go and get a job after graduation, these knowledge and skills could come in very handy.
 
Alright, time for me to go for today.

Monday, July 18, 2005

Me and my pulled neck muscle (or shoulder, whatever)

I woke up yesterday, and as I was going to brush my teeth, I pulled my neck muscle. I don't remember swinging my head quickly, so I was surprised as how that was strong enough that it pulled the muscle. Whatever it is, it hurt like hell. I've had this before, and it usually went away in a matter of few hours.
 
Not this one. I hope it isnt a tear (if it could happen, I honestly don't know). It sucks, coz now its painful no matter what I do, whether its sitting, standing, even laying on the bed. When I went to grocery shopping with Francesco, I felt like a retard, hunched over somewhat, trying hard to reach stuff in the shelves of the supermarket.
 
I thought's it'd go away after a good night's sleep. Turns out, it got worse. I'm the type that has to move from one side to another and it was extremely difficult due to the pain. I think, somewhere along in the sleep, I stopped doing so, and as a result, I felt like shit when I woke up, I felt as if I hadn't even slept.
 
And when I tried to brush my teeth, or try to change, it was just a torture. It's gotten slightly better as compared to how it was in the morning, but it's still there. And it sucks, coz now, because of the way I position my body and my head to minimize the pain, it's putting a lot of pressure to my shoulders and that hurts as well. And there's no way to rest my shoulders, except to go to sleep.
 
Dammit.
 
Watched 'The Replacements' and 'Rules of Engagement' yesterday, finally starting to watch the movies that's been stored in my PowerBook since Spring semester. I'm clearing out the lower rated ones before the longer and the better ones. I wanted to watch 'Friday Night Lights' but it was of horrible quality, I'll go download it from BitTorrent and see how that goes. So I started watching this English Indian film that my cousin had mentioned and recommened few months back 'Kama Sutra.' It's not like what the title suggests, it's actually pretty well made, by the time I got to the hour mark, I felt it was pretty late, so I'll continue with the second half after I get back today. It's a rare Indian film as it contains nudity, and as it is well known, there is never nudity in Indian films. Well, except for artistic ones probably.
 
I think it was some American Indian film where this guy was talking about the irony of Indian films, as he brought up the fact that it was India that came up with the Kama Sutra, but in their mass entertainment films, the leads never kiss eachother on their lips, let alone show any sexual scenes. It's considered a sin. As a matter of fact, this film is banned in India and Pakistan as I know it due to its explicit scenes. It wasn't too long ago where a theatre was burnt down because a film themed around homosexuality was screened.
 
It's all for art, and for art's sake, I don't have a problem with it, if the scene or the theme is necessary to convey the point. I've seen some really screwed up films, but the nudity sometimes makes me question if its needed, because sometimes, it's pretty evident it's not necessary. However, I think, that the environment is such that it's become part of the film culture. No matter how insignificant the scene may be.
 
I gotta go, I don't want to be missing the hourly bus. I don't want to be walking to the rail station with my strained neck.

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Dubnica 1 Newcastle 3

Final score from Mestsky Stadium (in Slovakia):
UEFA Intertoto Cup 3rd Round 1st Leg
ZTS Dubnica 1 (Slovakia)
Lukas Tesak (42)

Newcastle United 3
Michael Chopra (4)
Alan Shearer (6)
James Milner (70)



2nd Leg to be played at St. James' Park on the 23rd of July.

At the Weezer gig

I went for the local 99x radio gig that they set up this weekend for
Weezer at Underground Atlanta today. Initially, I was rather hesitant
about going, as I wasn't too much of a Weezer fan, let alone know any
songs by them by song title except for Buddy Holly. Second, I just
felt like sitting in my room and watching some quality movie.

However, the bunch of us just relented, and we went for it. The place
was packed to full way before they played. We decided to go and look
for places to eat before coming back to Underground. We spent like an
eternity trying to food, as the fast food places weren't good enough
for my friends, and if that wasn't the case, everything was closed
after 7 or 8pm. I'm so used to being able to go out at anytime and
find a place to go in Singapore, it just pissed me off. First off,
its a Saturday, you're bound to have business in downtown Atlanta.
Second off, there's more likely chance that it will be a more
successful weekend as compared to the rest of the week. Especially
during the night.

And I kinda got pissed off as we were just walking and walking, and
even if we found a place, it seemed none of the others were willing
to compromise to the situation at hand and decided it wasn't good
enough for us to go. In the end, we ended up walking all around Five
Points area and we walked by foot to the CNN Headquarters, where
there were decent stuff to eat, but once again, not good enough.

If there's anything you can count on, then the chances are that you
can always depend on a Mexican, Waffle House or a Chinese place.
Chinese places are the only ones that seem to be open and available
at any given time. There happened to be a place right next to CNN, so
we ended up going there. Afterall, who can say no to Chinese in the US?

I haven't had seafood for a really long time (well, I had that double
lobster in Boston, but let's not count that, since that was in Boston
and not Atlanta) so I picked a seafood dish, which was kind of
pricey, but since we walked around for almost 2 hours and I was
fucking hungry, I decided to go for it. The initial reaction upon
being served was that I picked a bad dish, as it clearly seemed it
wasn't worth the money I was paying for. However, it kind of got
better as I kept eating and forgot about the minor points, I was
pretty full by the end.

So we ended up going back to Underground. Further disappointment to
follow. The concert was pretty good I guess, I recognized about 3
songs. What made it bad was the people. I've never actually gone to a
gig among so many people. Well, since it was free, it was obviously
the case. What made me pissed off was the normal teenagers/college
kids just making a fool out of themselves. If not for the beer and
the cigarettes, it would have been a perfectly fine concert. People
weren't there to appreciate the music, everything was like a 'show,'
meeting with people, socializing, screaming incessantly, doing stupid
things like throwing empty beer bottles to other people in the front,
etc, etc.

Has society become such that everyone seems to be suffering from
Attention Disorder? Is life so bad that now people need an excuse to
drink and have fun? I noticed this when I started attending the
football games at Tech. It seems like every single event is a social
event, which kind of makes me sick. Sure, it's good to have fun with
your buddies and catch a game or attend a band, but leave it at that.
Sometimes it seems like the sport or the music does not make any
difference, they're just there for the sake of being, convincing
themselves that that is an excellent opportunity to just drink, do
stupid things and get wasted.

This is a serious issue. I can't go anywhere and find people not
doing stupid things. When I go to a game, I want to watch people
play. When I attend a concert, I want to listen to the band. All
these people around me that just drinks and makes a lot of noise and
making a fool of themselves are distracting and just utterly stupid,
at least in my mind. Do it somewhere else.

People dressing up to go to concerts. Why? To meet people,
socialize,impress them and maybe get laid?

Please. Don't make it seem like life is so boring. You're just not
using your time right. Everything is boring to you, but its not like
you're doing anything useful with the luxurious amount of time you
have in your hand anyway. It's just another excuse you need to get
drunk. That is the bigger tragedy here.

I don't have problem with people wanting to have fun, but I have a
problem with how these people go about 'having' fun.

Saturday, July 16, 2005

Wedding Crashers

'Wedding Crashers' is one of the funniest flick I've seen in the
theatres in a long while. I haven't laughed like that since watching
'The Incredibles.'

It's R-rated, but I truly believe that didn't prevent the movie from
providing audience with guilt-free laughter, more adult oriented, but
it was just plain hilarious for some of the scenes.

We debated whether to catch 'Charlie and The Chocolate Factory' or
'Wedding Crashers,' but we relented since it seemed like we needed a
solid comedy.

Anyway, it proved to be the better choice and what a way to kick off
the weekend. I probably needed it, afterall, I've been watching way
too many serious movies, it's nice to just kick back and indulge in
some brainless comedy.

Friday, July 15, 2005

3 weeks to go

It's been pretty slow in the office, not much activity going on, so I've been working more on the long-term projects. There's going to be a big meeting in few weeks, which is pretty much the last big action I'll see before I end my work term and head back to Tech for Housing Staff training.
 
For some reason, I don't feel like going back to school. I really liked the working life. But then again, I want to get more classes done as well. I've been having a change of heart regarding my management certificate. All these while, it seemed like I was going to pursue the Finance certificate, but I've noticed I can take more interesting classes, which are offered more often, and end up getting the superbly interestingly named 'Engineering Entrepreneurship' certificate. Though I am not creative and original by all means, I'm not sure if it will be helpful in the long run, but since I am thinking of going back to B-School for my MBA, I thought it would be appropriate (since 1 in 10 Industrial Engineers end up being some sort of an executive board member, be it CEO, COO or CFO). Getting the Finance might get me interested in concentrating on Finance for my MBA and I could end up doing Financial Engineering, but then again, it's way too early to tell these stuff.
 
I'm just comforted by the fact that I will have plenty of time to make the decision. I'll see about my Material Science & Engineering classes. I know they probably will be the hardest classes I will take at Georgia Tech, and if I'm doing well and my interest sustains, I'll continue to progress for my Minor. If not, I'll stop short and obtain a Nanomaterials certificate. It's the least I can get using my electives, which are required anyway. I just don't want the extra classes to get the minor to hurt my GPA.
 
Talking about classes, I might end up taking the full 21 hours next semester. I took 19 last semester and it wasn't that bad. I was lucky that most were freshman/sophomore classes and they didn't require that much time. But then again, considering I was going for an interview or two for co-op every week for the second half of the semester, juggling two activities, dealing with James, having enough time to catch at least 2 movies every week, going out, managing to get at least 5-6 hours of sleep (I've not done an all-nighter at Tech yet) and getting a superb GPA, I think next semester, I have less things to distract me from taking 21 hours. I'll be living by myself, my own room, no job interviews to worry about, no one to distract me (unless they're residents) and one of the class is a pass/fail class (I just need above C to get credit) and one should be a discussions class, I really don't think it will be that bad. I've heard Environmental Science class is pretty easy, I've done a little of probability before, and Calculus 3 is an extention of Calculus 1 (just that this time it will involve differentiation/integration of 3 dimentional formulas), the main thing I need to be concerned with is dealing with Java and Materials Science. Doesn't seem too bad. I think I'll still have enough time to get my weekend movies to keep me alive. Housing shouldn't be too much of an issue.
 
Next year will be crucial. Really crucial. If I get past my second year the way I want it to go, my third and final year will be a breeze.
 
Managed to catch the Clint Eastwood 'The Man With No Name' Trilogy (also known as The 'Dollars' Trilogy). I'm not a big Western movie guy but they were pretty well done. Not something that blows me away though. I also caught 'Stigmata,' something I've tried to watch since god knows when. That was freaky, yet, kind of interesting. I like part mystery part religion movies that go into some myth and hidden message-oriented stories. Better on novels, but 'Stigmata' was interesting enough.
 
Newcastle's season starts Sunday at Slovakia against FK ZTS Dubnica in the Inter-Toto Cup. We've gotten rid of few players and recruiting some exciting talents. Maybe Souness might be able to turn things around. I better not be too hopeful, of the close to 8 years I've been supporting, I've seen enough that that is unlikely.
 
Nevertheless, it's great to get the footie season rolling yet again.

Saturday, July 09, 2005

lets set the record straight...

i meant to address this issue before my trip to the northeast, but since i have some time in my hands, i might as well do it now.

the question is regarding how i answer when im asked where i am from.

now, if you know me well, you'd know that's an extremely hard question for me to answer. primarily because its such a general question as well. i usually respond by saying, where do you mean? where i lived the longest? where i was born? yada yada ya.

of course, there are many ways to answer this simple question for me. i am bangladeshi by origin and nationality as of yet. my 'home' town should rightly be divided into two, my home by birth, which is kyoto in japan, and singapore, where i spent a vast majority of my life.

however, when i have to fill in forms to indicate where my current permanent address is, it becomes naperville in illinois, USA. so there's the complication, coz i've now stayed in atlanta, georgia longer than i have stayed in naperville, illinois. however, due to my status as a full time student, it doesnt count, as living as a working adult, paying for your bills by yourself accounts for your rightly 'address' and not where you stay doing whatever that you do. even though i will accumulate about to a full year's worth of working experience with the co-op program, it still does not account for it, as i am technically classified as a full time student.

let's take that to another level. when i support countries in sports, what do i do? i usually go along with whatever that the country is known for. bangladesh, is one of the test nations in cricket, so i follow them. for soccer, japan has been doing pretty well since the last decade. but so is the US men's team. by defining a set nation, i'll have to stick with one nation once and for all. what do i do? do i support japan, which is my home by birth, or US, which is now my adopted home?

i think ive reached a conclusion. since by law, it is defined as the place where you can be contacted and you essentially reside, i'll make it simple for myself by just stating naperville, illinois as my answer, unless that changes otherwise. i know by doing so, im implicating myself into having to decide another answer once i graduate and move to wherever that my job takes me to, as then i can't answer once again. but i guess i'll deal with that when the time comes. since i expect that i will be here for some time, maybe surpassing the time i spent in singapore, i might as well prepare for it. that means i will now support the US national team, or whatever. it shall be my adopted home and like the other immigrants who embraced america after their move, i guess i will do so too, but with less vigour.

its weird, coz the question that always messes it up is just with the use of the word 'home.' its not my home town, but it is in some ways. or am i supposed to go and explain my life story? only if they ask. its only added surprise for them. and if they dont, no loss, it'll be some time before they find out about it anyway, its inevitable.

i just caught 'hero.' i didnt get a chance to see it before as it was a last minute notification to which i could not go along with. but that was a really great movie, the cinematography, score and the overall feel of the story was choreographed perfectly.

i have just uploaded another bunch of songs into my ipod and now i have like slightly less than a gb left. i guess after listening to some of the stuff i have, i'll go ahead and delete the ones that i don't listen to.

oh, and a shout out to pamela. good job. goooooood job. i'll be patiently waiting til august or september, if she indeed has the deal on for me. its weird, but exciting. i trust her to know what she's talking about.

some pictures from boston

since my digicam was lost along with my bag during the majority of my time spent in boston, i couldnt take much pictures. however, my cousin nabeela took some pictures which had me in it. there are more, but my other cousin, sharmeen, prefers to take on film rather than digital, so that will take more time before it gets in my hands, if, at all.

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Nyla, their cat. She doesn't seem to like me too much.

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my cousin, nabeela. she's always on the run, and she disappeared the second after taking this photo.

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my other cousin, sabriya (center) with her friend... err.. damn, im so bad with names.

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the eldest of the cousins, sharmeen suggested i try on heels, so i tried. i couldnt even get my foot inside.

Friday, July 08, 2005

The tale of another delayed flight, a found baggage and an extra night in Boston (when I should have been back in Atlanta)

So...
 
Til that evening on Tuesday, I still had no news from Delta regarding my bag. I talked to them on Monday night and the guy asked few questions regarding the contents in the bag and its possible locations. He said it should be in Boston but wasn't sure. After nearly 90 hours, they better have found out.
 
Anyway, I spent pretty much most of the later part of my stay in Boston with family members from my mom's side. It was great spending more time than usual, as in the occasional visits over the last 4 years or so, we would stay in Boston for only an night or two. This time, I was all by myself, with all the time to do what we want.
 
I bought some clothes on Sunday, after realizing that I wasn't going to get my bag anytime soon. There was a GAP store near my cousin's place and I just bought 3 basic tees and 2 shorts, as it was really hot in Boston. I met Pamela earlier in the morning, before she flew off to NY with her family, and it was really great seeing her after such a long time.
 
Anyway, when I reached my aunt's place, they were getting ready to go to some girl's graduation party. There I was, barely wearing a plain tee and shorts, and to top it off, I was wearing flip flops, while the others were dressed to go. Since nobody was going to know who I was and I had a valid excuse, I decided to go on like that. My cousins assured me that I will be introduced to the '10 hottest desi girls in the community' so I was queasy about it, but then I realized later on that that really didn't matter (I'm not trying to imply anything here)
 
Later that night, two of my cousins and I went to catch 'War of The Worlds.' I don't know where to start with that movie, honestly. Since no other movie wants to compete with that that weekend, that was the only thing to watch. It's not bad, but I had some questions that need serious answering, but other than that, it's something that's good to catch. Just a little disappointed.
 
The next day we really didn't do a whole lot, but the highlight of the night was catching the fireworks for the 4th of July celebrations. Imagine, firework effects coordinated with music for almost 30 minutes continuously! It's definitely one of the best shows in the country and it was well worth the wait and all the walk from where we parked, since they closed off most of the roads. Hopefully I'll get to catch the other ones in Chicago, Philly and NY in the near future.
 
On Tuesday, I bid farewell to everyone before my cousin took me for a good old tour of Boston. Harvard Square, Back End, Fenway Park and North End were great places to see. It's been good 7 years since I went to all the touristy places in Boston and things have really changed. I really like the city, more than any other, and maybe, just maybe, I would want to be here if I do decide to go to B-school. It's definitely in the top of the list, especially as it has two of the best universities in the world - Harvard and MIT.
 
Anyway, after that, we went to the airport, and as I found out, my flight to Pittsburg was delayed! It was all a deja vu of what happened on Friday. Only this time, I actually had to line up in the general section before I could be attended. After nearly an hour, I was told that the only flight I could take to was to good old Charlotte, the place I was directed to on Friday. I really hated the sound of that place and I had an uneasy feeling that with the thunderstorms going on, it was going to be delayed and I would miss my connecting flight to Atlanta. The next best thing was to take a 7am direct flight and that seemed like the best and the safest option available. Not only that, I got the chance to stay another night in Boston! We happened to have some guests over for dinner and I got to get some great food that my aunt cooks.
 
Oh, and guess what. I took a walk down to the U.S. Airways baggage claim area just to see what they would say about my bag. And miraculously, I saw my bag! It had been sitting there since Sunday and no one notified me for 2 days because a lost bag claim was filed with Delta, but not U.S. Airways. It was insane! Thankfully nothing was missing from the bag and I got everything nice and easy. I think I'm gonna type up a compensation request anyway, it's worth a try.
 
The only problem with the new flight was that I had to reach the airport at 5:30am to make sure that I get that flight. Which meant I had to wake up at 4:30am. Despite knowning that, we ended up staying up til 1:30am catching an Icelandic film 'Noi' which was pretty interesting. Oh, and I also caught 'The Machinist' the night before, which was very well done.
 
So after getting about only 3 hours of sleep, my cousin took me to the airport, only to find out, I was placed on a seat request ticket. This was too much. When the guy gave me the new flight option, the least he could have done was to guarantee me a seat. I had a hunch that I would not make this flight either and that I would never make it to Atlanta. And I had to take another half day off, which kinda pissed me off, as I was missing work for no good reason. Thank god I got the PTO priviledge as a co-op student.
 
I rushed back to my room, dropped my bag off, changed my shirt and ran back off to work. Since I had slept for only 3 hours, I felt like shit. But I got over it, as there wasn't a whole lot to catch up, unlike what I had expected.
 
I realized there's only 4 more weeks to work left and the time seemed to have passed by way too fast. At the same time, over this 5 day spent in Boston, I really appreciate the holidays as a working person more than ever. I should do this more often, but this time with friends, over 3 day weekends, we'll just take a flight out somewhere, to California or New Orleans, and just explore uncharted territories for us. I bet it'll be immense fun.
 
I'm glad I've experienced a new light of travelling and interacting with relatives, as it is very different from the last time I was with them. It's a sign that I'm also getting older, and as I close in to turning 21, I think it's all for the better. The last year has taught me many things I would otherwise not have imagined going through, but it's all been excellent training for what is to come in years to come.

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Updates

Just an update, I got back safe and sound, with my bag intact this time.

Because I had to get up at 4:30am to go to the airport for the 7am
flight, I was really tired as I landed at Atlanta and rushed back to
work. Thank god there wasn't too much to catch up to.

You're not gonna believe what happened on the return trip though.
Details will follow soon, sometime between tomorrow and Friday.

Monday, July 04, 2005

Boston Update: Still no news of baggage

well, Boston is going pretty well, very nice weather, and I had a pretty good time with Pamela, walking through Boston Commons, getting lost on the way there and back, but I got to see Cambridge pretty well that way.

anyway, still no news of my bag. i went to the gap store near my cousin's place to get like 3 tees and 2 shorts. i had been wearing the same damn clothes for the past 3 days. feel so fresh. but now i look like a typical college boy.

its been 60 hours since the incident and still no news. delta will pay for the inconvenience. i know i can claim compensation, but if they offer a minimal package, i will be ready for a 'hairdrier.'

junwen, i lost my digicam in the bag, so no pictures. don't ask, with the stringent security screening process, i try to leave any metallic and electronic devises in my bag as much as i can to avoid wasting time in the checkups. shouldn't have done that, but if they give me a comfortable package, i might just get a new and a better one.

watched 'war of the worlds' late last night, it was going well, but.... let me not spoil it for anyone. its worth watching, its one of those major blockbusters every year at this time. just that there's a few questions that need answering.

today's 4th of july. the fireworks in boston is one of the top 5 fireworks in the country, alongside chi-town, NY, philly and anaheim.

Saturday, July 02, 2005

the tale of a cancelled flight, a lost baggage and a night in manhattan (when I was supposed to be in Boston)

this is going to be a good read for everyone.

i guess the title explains it enough. i had one of the most bizarre nights i can remember. and you know whats funny, im not really upset at all, im just like laughing everything away and just taking it so casually. im surprised i have become someone like that, because not too long ago, i'd be pissed off so bad, i'll start ranting.

anyway, let's get to the story, shall we?

so i left my office at 3, catching the bus to the train station just in time, as a matter of fact, i reached much earlier than i expected. and as it is the independence weekend afterall, there were tons of people heading for the airport. i had BT, Paul Oakenfold, Oasis from iPod keeping me pretty good company.

from my various trips from atlanta, i have gotten used to 2 minute check ins, thanks to he self checkin machines with e-tickets. on occasional instances though, they will ask you to see the customer rep, which is never good news. i tried to check in at US Airways, and found out my first flight to Philly was going to be delayed, which means i will be missing the connecting flight that would take me to boston. great. (the direct flight would have cost me in excess of US$400, and if i took a one stop both ways for about an hour wait, i saved about $100+, so i was willing to stop over at philadelphia)

so i approach the desk, but the person was already attending to someone else, and after god knows how long, she asked me what my problem was, and i told her the same old story 'oh, i tried to check in with the machine, but it told me to go talk to one of you' and she checked the database. after about 5 minutes, she told me all the direct flights into boston were maxed out (which i was hoping that i'd get, coz the last time this kinda thing happened, they managed to get me a direct flight to chicago) so the only option was to go to charlotte (in North Carolina) and wait there for 2 hours before the connecting flight to boston. i would be reaching about an hour later as compared to my original flight schedule, but since it was the only option, and not a bad one at that, i decided to take it. i didn't have much to carry, i took one duffel bag, which happened to be a little bigger than the maximum size allowed as a carry in, and since most of my stuff happened to be clothes, i decided to check that in, carrying only my ticket, ipod and the 'globalization and its discontents' book (the whole trip would be about 3 hours at the minimum, so i brought it as a just-in-case thing)

so i called those who were expecting me in boston that night that i will be late. and then the most absurd thing happens about 5 seconds after i hang up. the flight's canclled. as i look outside, its a thunderstorm around atlanta. i figured the bad weather's probably the reason for the postponement of my original flight, and it was so bad this one had to be cancelled.

everyone scrambles to get in line to talk to the people at the gate desk. i join them. i bought my ticket using orbitz, and they usually do a good job of notifying me with status updates. as of 3pm, everything was on schedule. within two hours, there was a thunderstorm, a postponed flight and a cancelled flight. i was seriously doubting if i will be flying out anytime soon.

so i manage to get to talk to the attendant at the desk after about 15 minutes, and asking if there is any other route available to go to boston. after about 5 minutes, the worst case answer: there is no open seats on any flight, you won't be able to go to boston tonight. that was already at 5:30pm, and i wasn't gonna stay in the airport for 6 hours. that's enough to get me to west coast. so i insisted that she find something, because they always have something. no chance.

after a while, as i am thinking, i ask, 'is it possible for me to go to new york?'

the reason why i asked that is, the most ideal plan would have been to fly into new york, meet my uncle and my cousins, and then drive to boston with my other cousin. and then after the 4th of july celebration, i'll return to new york with my cousin and fly out. the flight's shorter and cheaper. but as it is, that way of more expensive and not viable. but, my cousin was kinda caught up with work that he decided to leave on saturday morning. since he was going to leave the next day, i thought i might as well fly into new york, crash at his place and then leave with him, since that seems like the best alternative to this already fucked up situation.

after calling around to make sure that was ok, i told the attendant to get me to la guardia, after being advised that flying into JFK international would be a serious bitch. remarkably, there was a flight scheduled to depart at 6:30pm, so i took that. and she made an entry into the baggage section to re-route my bag to this specific flight on delta airlines. she tells me to go over to a delta desk to make sure i got a seat in that flight. i go over, and then after a while, with a confused look, she tells me to go to another terminal, at the gate where that particular flight will board its passengers.

so i cross over to the other terminal. i was kinda unsure because in a situation like this, they tell you something that is of possibility, but never a certainty, and as i understand, they tell you what you want to hear, not necessarily not whats guaranteed to happen. so i already was thinking, jeez, my bag would not be re-routed and i will be told that i wont be getting a flight anyway.

i briskly walk over to the desk, show my papers and tell them to get me a guaranteed seat. after a while, while i waited tensely, she pops me the question 'window or aisle?' which takes me completely off-guard. just a few minutes ago, i wasn't sure if i was even getting a seat, and then she asks me that. at a desperate moment like this, does it matter? all i want is to get out of atlanta and be as close as i can to boston. but i quickly regain my state of confusion and instead of blasting 'i honesly dont care, just give me a god damned seat!', i slowly ask 'you mean i have a choice?' to which i am greeted by a blank look from the attendant.

it seems like there was quite a number of seats available and before she could rant off whatever that she intended, i quipped 'window.' i felt very relieved after that, knowing that i had a seat in a substitute flight. and i made sure that this flight was going to take off in due time, to which i was told that i would.

so i sit down, calling whoever concerned about my confirmation of my flight status. before long, the flight is delayed by 30 minutes, to which i was ambivalent, coz i honestly didnt care. it took much more than 30 minutes, but soon enough, they started boarding people into the plane, so i wasnt really worried anymore.

it took about an hour before we actually took off, as the weather stranded many planes at the airport and there was a long queue for the planes to take off. i had never seen a sight like that, as we were speeding before taking off, i saw like 15 or so planes all lined up waiting in the taxi lanes. it was like looking at planes jammed in an interstate. surreal.

the flight was supposed to be about 2 and a half hours, but it was much shorter than that, and to my relief, i reached la guardia airport at 10. la guardia is a really small airport, and its really easy to get out. so it was only a matter of picking up my baggege and hailing a cab. i had already prepared myself not to see the bag, so i continued listening to oasis while i spent about 30 minutes waiting to see if i would see my bag.

if you have been reading until now, or even not, as the title suggests, the baggage never appeared. i walk into the baggage claim office for delta and queue up. people infront of me are raising their voices and getting all pissed off, which im standing there, smiling to myself and just finding the whole night pretty comically ridiculous.

there was this guy infront of me who's just snapping at the person, saying he flew from 10:30 am in the morning, but kept getting re-routed from wherever to cincy, to denver, then to atlanta and to la guardia. somewhere along the way, he insisted that the people make sure that they deliver the baggage to wherever that he goes to. and obviously that didnt happen.

now, if you ask me, its not gonna help getting pissed off at the people in la guardia. sure, i guess it helps you to relieve you off from the stress by letting it out, but its not gonna change anything. the task was up to whoever that was in denver, not the ones in la guardia. being in the supply chain and logistics industry, that is very clear.

airports are a perfect example of 'the chaos theory.' a delay of a few minutes in a start point could end up being few hours of delay at the end point. hartsfield-jackson (atlanta) and o'hare (chicago) are the two main culprits of the never ending delays and congestion that the whole of united states go through.

anyway, its my turn, i kindly explain to her that i know what the problem is, that when i checked my bag in, they tagged my bag with the numbers for a flight that was cancelled, so it could not and should not possibly have been flown out of atlanta. even though they had more than enough time to pin point my bag and put it in my flight, there's like a million bags, how are they gonna do that? i tell her its either in atlanta or new york, and she tells me in cases like this, the bag is automatically sent to my original final destination, which is boston. great. i could pick it up by the time i arrive there then. they said that if it does get to boston, they will automatically deliver, so i gave them my cousin's address.

i guess the only nice thing that came out of that room was that the attendant thanked me for being the only one that day who actually understood and was so cooperative. its true, its not their fault, what can they really do except to file a lost baggage report? she tells me that at the worst case, they will find out the status of my baggage by 5pm on saturday.

so i walk out, hail a cab and get my ass to my cousin's place in upper east side of manhattan.

the place where my cousin lives in is fantastic, real street feeling, truly new york. i reach there, meet my cousin, and since i havent had anything to eat, we decide to go get something to eat. we end up at a turkish place and i had some great chicken kebabs. im so unused to places being open after 8, it was kinda weird, but it was convenient for my sake. my cousin took me around the east side, walking through the much talked about central park, and then showing me some of the most expensive hotels lining up near the equally talked about fifth avenue, the most expensive shopping strip. we walked around for an hour an a half, over looking the numerous bridges that connects manhattan island to brooklyn and queens, just marvelling at everything after such an ordeal.

i realized, if you have a low expectation of everything, you really cant get pissed off, since you're not expecting anything to happen anyway. and if you do so, everything is just pleasant, funny, ridiculous and interesting. im really glad i approached everything with such an open mind and was just laughing at myself for being in a situation. hey, at least i finally have one of those stories where i can repeat over and over to my friends now. i mean, really, what's the point of getting all so worried and just stressing yourself over something that you really cant do anything about? i have really changed over the last year, due to interaction with many people and many instances, its amazing, and as i near to turn 21, i am more and more surprised by how much ive changed.

so we go back to my cousin's place and crash for the night. his couch was so comfortable, i slept very soundly, not having any pains on my back or my neck. and usually i roll from side to side (just because i do) but as far as i can recall, i only rolled twice that night. plus, i didnt wake up in the middle of the night like i usually do.

my cousin wakes me up at 8:30am, and we have to go pick up our rental car. unfortunately, we couldnt rent a bigger one, as my cousin is yet to turn 25. but we go a good enough car for the drive, a chevy. cant complain for now.

it was a pity i couldnt get to see my uncle and my two cousins, but we had to leave, and so we did. after a more or less trouble free 4 hours, with very insightful and enriching conversations about many things with my cousin, we ended up at my other cousin's place in cambridge, massachusetts. she lives very near MIT, and this is another amazing place. really good apartment, and very close to everything.

i guess atlanta is not too much of a city, as it is spaced out. new york and boston have such crowded sections, it really feels like a city.

anyway, we eat a little and get ready to go over to lowell, which was about an hour away from where we were, to meet my other aunt.

i got to meet pretty much everyone from my dad's side that i intended to meet in my first day here, except for one of my cousins, who i shall see tomorrow, hopefully. but all in all, it seems like the weekend is going to be super fun. i'll visit another of my aunts tomorrow and meet my dear cousins, which should be really cool.

ok, i just realized ive been blogging for like an hour, which means this entry have been really fucking long. but frankly, ive not experienced something like this.

oh, the status of the bag! they gave me a case number, which i can call a toll free or go online to check the status. so far, no updates on the whereabouts, so i still dont know where my bag is. thankfully, its mostly clothes in there. if i dont hear or see any update by tomorrow, i can call and request a compensation, which might be in the figures out $500, which is sweet. the only thing that sucks for now is that i have been wearing the same clothes for two days, my cell phone and ipod is running out of power very soon, and i have some stuff in the bag that does not belong to me. and to think that i actually contemplated whether to being along my powerbook and leave it in my bag as a check in! that would have probably killed me. since i was mainly coming here to meet people and go around, i decided against bringing my powerbook, and its not like the places i go to wont have an internet access anyway, and i really wanted to travel light.

so yeah... i will see how it goes tomorrow. i gotta wake up early to meet pamela for breakfast before she leaves for indonesia, and then meet the cousin i didnt get to meet, and then go over to my aunt's place in lexington.

it's all good. it's all good. its one hell of an adventure.

thank you for sticking by and reading all ive got to say, its really a short thing, but i just had to drag it on this long.

more updates shall follow whenever i have time.

Friday, July 01, 2005

Off to Boston...

Alright, here I am in my office, getting ready to leave for Boston.
 
It's gonna be a fun weekend, hopefully it will be that way.
 
I'll be flying back into A-Town on Tuesday, I'm taking that day off from work.
 
Updates will follow upon my return.