Well, there goes another month doesnt it. Start of another month, edgin nearer to A Levels, the year 2003 n dont forget my time in Singapore... Last few days hasnt been too good. Newcastle lost three home games in a row. Tt includes gettin knocked outta Champs League, which costs quite a lot.. bt 10 15 million quid... Their stock tumbled like... I dunno.. Well, I'm not really rocked by it or anythin, in the past.. close to 6 yrs supportin the club, i've seen worse days. The last time tt happened.. back in 99 or 2000 i think, the dutch bastard Ruud Gullit resigned... haha, dunno wat tt means tho, its unlikely tt old bloke will resign, he's too gd. It's juz his bad wk.

Anyway...

Attended my best friend's bro's weddin lunch today. I like attendin these things tt i've never been to b4. Eye opening n u get to see n observe a lot of things. My mom was over enthusiastic bt attendin it, considerin she never seen this kinda thing in close to 11 yrs of stay in Singapore. Happy to see my bud after a long time. I almost feel bad, its like, ive been throwin my close friends away all these while since j2 started. Im always too busy wif my own things, i never realised how unconsciously selfish i was... i feel so guilty. when i meet em, they're so happy to see n talk to me. went back to queensway sec sch after a long long time for teachers day n met wif some juniors as well. they were also enthusiastic bt seein me back n all. n it juz hits me, how much contact ive lost.. or i made myself lose. recently, got into contact wif a girl i used to like previously. kinda accidental encounter... mayb blessin in disguise, i dunno. its been wat, almost a yr plus since i talked to her. we've both growed differently. i dunno the exact words to describe, but it juz makes me realise how its gonna b when i leave this place. leavin everyone i know, all i know, for wats been termed 'my future'.

been thinkin quite a lot bt tt thing now tt time is gettin shorter n shorter. part of me is lookin forward to it, part of me is not. hopin tt somehow time will b prolonged. so tt i can do the things i want. im not gonna go into detail bt tt this time round.

yay man utd lost. not tt i care, but will shut those glory-seekin-only-coz-i-want-face supporters for sometime.

well, this is my first proper blog for the day, yea, i think i can do this for sometime... juz writin every nite... yea...

bla... since everyone's writin somethin on the blog n all, i might as well hav somethin tt ppl can read 2. esp since im leaving v soon, ppl can check wat shit im doin n all rite... hmm.. so basically i juz type crap like this huh... forgive me mates, if u know me, i detest these kinda things, but hey, its 4 the better of everyone involved, which brings us 2 the question, exactly who r involved? im not gonna bother to ans tt man... juz lame stuff ive picked up while my time in jc... ha-ha... so funny... well i'll juz drop by a msg anytime i can... n see wat ive gotta say... capiche? haha, i like tt...