"Give me one reason to stay here - and I'll turn right back around
Give me one reason to stay here - and I'll turn right back around
Because I don't want leave you lonely
But you got to make me change my mind"

Suddenly started listenin to lyrical genius Tracy Chapman today. She's juz oh my. genius isnt the word to describe. its a livin legend. her songs r so personal n so honest. not many can stand country like music but i make an exception for her anytime.

Hmm... lectures were bad, BAD, B-A-D. i somehow went through two periods of phy lect which went through a pretty much straight forward qtn, i didnt see any reason y we spent so much time on it. we couldve moved on much faster has it been done by Mr. Chan or Mr. Mannan. I initially intended to go off n not attend chem lect, but Marc managed to make me stay n attend. but i couldnt take it anymore after tt. skipped GP n maths to do my own maths. i think i did farely well for the stats considerin my standards. i think my tuition tutor's magic helped a lot. i could actually manipulate things in n out n could answer few of them pretty simply. but theres still work to b done. a lot more. i'm gonna go back to doin SAT for the rest of this wk n i'll b doin chem from then on. woo... A's r officially startin next wk. i'm so screwed still.

Marc showed me the brochure for his institute of photography today n i mus say, its v temptin to specialise in these field. i think he's gonna hav a great time. he said this one, Brooks Institute of Photography, is one of the best in the field n if he manages to get in, everythin will b gd. he said he was so excited by it he suddenly felt like not carin anymore for A's anymore. haha, now he knows how i feel. A's wont make any diff anymore. it'll juz b a extra piece of data to show off.

Anyway...

I told all of ya! I knew it! Kieron Dyer was involved somehow! He denies havin participated in the rape but he booked the hotel rooms in his name for all the rest. but now the story gets rather complicated coz info provided starts to conflict. the girl said she agreed to hav sex wif a player, but now theres a new person, who is juz a party organiser, who said he was the one who had sex wif the girl initially. so she didnt do it wif a footballer. afterwards, accordin to new source, two premiership players n 2 others joined in, not 7 like the girl said. n in a turn of events, the girl didnt resist. instead of cryin n runnin away after the ordeal, she actually stayed wif em till the mornin n had breakfast wif em. hmmm... now wats it gonna b? it seems now tt this girl went in wif the intention of sellin the story rite? these footballers shouldve known it was comin... so now, we cant believe either side coz obviously, watever each side is sayin is bein said in a way to conceal their guilty side n giv inaccurate extra info to cover up. this is when stories like this gets ugly.

hmm... i'm feelin rather tired n sleepy after all tt maths durin the day n durin the test. guess i'm goin off early.

one pt to note tho.. its funny how guys/girls can totally change themselves for someone. its like they no longer are ppl we knew em to b coz they're wif someone now. wonder y's tt... i wouldnt 'completely' change myself. ah well, diff ppl diff reaction i guess.

"Baby just give me one reason - Give me just one reason why
Baby just give me one reason - Give me just one reason why I should stay
Because I told you that I loved you
And there ain't no more to say"