those sweet words

marc sent me couple of norah jones' songs, and im in love with this particular track called 'those sweet words.' its such a pleasant song at the right time.

okay, so i stepped up on the changes that i decided over the week.

and i de-pledged from Delta Sigma Phi. its regrettable, but i personally thought that i needed to do this, in order to have time for myself to rediscover myself all over again. ive been involved in something since grade 6, ive put something else infront of me all throughout this time, i totally forgot to just get to know myself. im gonna take the rest of the year to see how that goes and see if i'll wanna pledge again next year, when im more clear about what i really want.

another thing, im no longer gonna pursue the japanese minor. there's a course in the 4000-level course that prepares students for the JLPT, which i already have. that technically means there's no point if im to get a minor, i'd just be wasting 18 hours, which is like a semester. with that, if i just take one summer semester, i can graduate in 3 years, if i take on the co-op role, i can just take it easy and graduate within 4, just normally. which is a good news. i didnt get a call from toyota this week, so i assume that ill be getting a call about the co-op position next week. its gonna be nerve-wreckin yet again.

basically, those are the first major steps im taking. other things, im gonna take it easy, one day at a time. i already feel better about all this. its a change for the better. first test of my new plan will be the double header test next monday, for history and health. let's see how that goes.