Delta Sig

so im officially a frat boy as of today.

ok, i better stop saying frat. (a typical frat joke was shared, when one urged us to stop saying frat as an substitute for fraternity, since we dont say cunt as a short for country)

anyway, now im a member of the Iota class of the Alpha Gamma chapter of the Delta Sigma Phi fraternity in Georgia Tech (damn thats a long introduction)

i cant disclose what happened in detail, but i guess i am glad i joined. i almost backed off. so much so that i was still in dilemma 30 minutes before we were scheduled to meet. since there isnt going to be another time, i decided to go for it.

and im glad that i did. i think its gonna be fun. and a lot of getting used to.

like for example, i am not good at socialising. so they had this party after we all went for lunch, crashers and other sororities or fraternities dropping by. i talked to some for a while, but for some reason, didnt really want to talk to anyone. more like it would have been weird, coz after simple introductions, there will be an awkward silence. that usually happens to me.

the more important reason i joined delta sig is to gain experience and know guys so that i can step up to higher things, maybe the hall council or even the student government. i can get involved to do things, instead of just party away. i never liked the concept of frat parties anyway. well, maybe that might change.

so that's that. i gotta wake up to join them do some community service tomorrow morning.

talked to the japanese professors. it does seem like i have to go to waseda during the summer. next summer. 9 hours credit for 6 weeks. that's good stuff. plus, in state tuition. then all i need is 2 more classes in the 4000 series and i got my minor. but if i do co-op, then that technically means i probably wont have any proper holiday until june 2009. my summer break will be spent on co-op and study abroad program. jeez. am i ready for that? 2 academic terms and then study abroad, then alternate of co-op and academic for 4 more years. man...

i saw her yet again today. there's something about the way she looks. something about her eyes that draws me to her. but she will never know. its always like that. just fade into obscurity as time passes. and that somehow sucks. but its been like that all along.

i should be ordering my 12" powerbook tomorrow. cant wait.