okay.. so im back from the goin out n catchin up on time.

monday... met vieda. after like a 2 year hiatus. y? coz her bf doesnt like us. its kinda sad tt someone who doesnt really know u at all judges u like tt n comes up to a conclusion tt i am no-good n enforces some law to his gf tt she cannot ever cross paths wit me again. really sad. but somehow i managed to fix a day to meet her before i leave. she's pretty much the same, if not a lil different. but wat amazed me or rather, took me by surprise was the fact tt she was so calm when she told me tt her bf didnt know she was meetin me n if he did, he probably come kill me. as in, really, kill me.

i really dont understand y some guys like to control the actions n behavior of their gf so much. for god's sake, they're not a possesion or a property tt u own, they're human. but then again, if they actually understood those words from my mouth, then they wouldnt b the person tt they r. another thing bt these ppl, they dont giv us a chance to talk, let alone them even botherin to listen. wat makes em a real hard headed asses.

i better not go on, coz i can go forever. but tts not me.

anyway, yea, tt was tt. went around hmv n some comic places lookin for any interestin stuff. found none, or they didnt hav things i was lookin for.

anyway, tuesday, bout 12 plus, got a call from mr mannan all my college paperworks were ready for collection. its about time. im beginnin to think tt im actually v late so much so my applications r in jeopardy. but i knew the reason y. i dont think he understood wat i meant when i said 'ignore cornell, upenn n chapel hill applications' coz tt took a lot of their time. if not for them, i would hav got my stuff long long time ago. well, watever it is, i juz gotta photocopy a lot of stuff (sec sch records n all) before everythin's ready to b sent. intendin to finish all by this weekend. the prob is, where r the places tt r open for photocopy n mailin durin cny?

kay, so anyway, had to go to airport later on. kyocera, which is the company my dad works for, has like 3 or 4 vice presidents or somethin. since my dad's requestin transfer to the states, some of these vps r like handlin lookin at his resume n capability n stuff. so happens tt one of the vp's wife was comin to singapore n later on to bangladesh so while her stay in singapore, we had to kinda take her around n all. we were told the wrong flight number, so basically we went to fetch her on the flight tt arrived prior to the actual one. so we were like there from 5 n wonderin y she wasnt there. me n my mom walked around airport, ate at bk n finally we met mrs. yukawa. she was v nice lady, quite hilarious n v reserved. wat im really worried is, my jap is so freakin rusty already! im not really gd at talkin jap in formal manner, so i was havin a lil prob tryin to talk to her, but it was better than nothin. we went to sentosa to see the musical fountain for a while then we left to hav seafood by clark quay. gd stuff.

woke up quite early on wednesday to go to SA. it was quite a bore, coz most of the performances n all were in chinese n i didnt understand shit. i guess now tt su is gone, there isnt tt gd emcee who can joke in english n all. but met quite a lot of the cricket boys, irony was tt it seemed like a indian reunion on chinese new year eve, so we were all like, hmmm. went to orchard, played pool for a while before meetin the council boys who already were in ns. all the baldies looked pretty well actually. had lunch, wanted to watch cheaper by the dozen but there were no more tickets, so went to city hall area to hav coffee, talk, and disturb fiona again. only prob was, some big person was there or comin so i guess we came at a bad time. after tt we left, i went back to orchard n met paulina n we talked for a while before headin home.

somehow this holiday means nothin, coz im already bummin around n whether its holidays or not really doesnt make any diff, coz ill still b bummin around.

felt quite awkward when we were at heeren. below us were all this sch kids in uni havin a gd time n suddenly both allan n i felt out of place coz we were no longer in sch n somehow, we cant enjoy tt feelin anymore. it was really lookin at things from a point above.

last cny i'll see for a long long time.