this is bad. i finally tot i had got down to studin properly when i started doin SAT II Maths CII prep yesterday (its harder than i expect btw) but nope. didnt manage to get myself down to study yet again. finally managed to compile another CD to accompany me through the night. songs from 112, Lauryn Hill, TLC n R.Kelly n others. but didnt turn out as gd as i expected. first half is like those rock bands' softer music. like under the bridge by RHCP, iris by goo goo dolls, everything by lifehouse, etc. but it juz doesnt hav the same feel. second half is like all those mellow rnb sounds. i think i'll go edit somemore. i'm not entirely comfortable wit it. or mayb i'm comparin too much to its senior. the first chill out CD i made was a big success. i brought it along wit me when i went to US this june n it provided everyone wit nice ambience through hours n hours of driving. tt CD is it. it had all the elements necessary n i still can listen to it over n over. yea, i'll remove the soft rock tracks n add more softer music. but wat am i gonna add.

didnt get to meet Junwen. hes too tired n juz wanna sleep. i guess i cant say anythin. NS is physically tirin n he needs all the rest. its ok, i can still see him next wk.

did some more application stuff for Carnegie Mellon University n University of California - Berkeley as well as Los Angeles. These two gotta send by nov. hope my Carnegie Mellon one goes well. afterall, its on Early Decision. if its successful, will rid me of all the work i have to do in December/January.

i think i finally decided wat i wanna do. It's either Computer Science or Engineering. either chemical/computer/electrical/mechanical. i guess i got time to decide. but its so similar yet so different. then most prob do MBA after tt. hmm... ive got most of the stuff set. juz matter of where. hmm... next 6 or 7 yrs all set for me. kinda scary too. read on the web tt in US, average elec or comp engin's startin salary is like average US$50,000. tt's not bad. quite gd actually. but whether i'll manage to get tt kinda sum in US is another matter. ah well. salary shouldnt drive interest n goals for now. juz gotta do wat i'll b ok wit. salary's thinkin too far ahead.