a good talk but a bad headache

we all had breakfast as a complete family, after a very long time. not just me making my own breakfast and eating while reading the paper and such. dad is getting better and he's more or less back to his normal ways, except that he's not going to work yet. he's pretty much on the laptop most of the time though.

met chahat later on today. been wanting to go out with her for quite sometime, but with her dad's episode and also the fact that she had to work, it had been delayed time to time.

but i think i got a lot out of myself today. and its good, coz chahat's a bengali too and almost all of the time, we go through pretty much the same thing and we understand eachother's position. so it was a major case of catching up and talking today, and in the end, i felt so much better, coz i found out much later on, unexpectedly, that i was quite sure of my own standing on certain things, which happened by accident. like i just realized certain things, just like that, when i hadnt even thought about it. maybe i revealed certain things that i didnt really reveal to anyone else. and as a result, i suddenly felt like i knew why i did certain things better than i did before and such.

so i guess it was very good for both of us today. i always like instances where i can just be honest and say the truth, and then get some opinion in return from someone who actually understands and knows me very well.

she had to leave to give tuition later on, so we parted. we should be catching 'mean girls' on thursday, but i am more keen on catching 'super size me.'

i realized i have this very bad headache since i got on the bus that took me home. and it stayed there all while i was watching dogville and it hasnt gone yet as i am writing this. i have a very bad feeling about this, i havent had headache this bad for a long time, so long i cant recall. i thought i'd throw up tonight, but so far, i have not, and im doing everything in discomfort so far. i had plenty sleep from yesterday, so tiredness cant be it. but whatever it is, its very bad.

maybe i should just call it a day and have a night's rest now.