quick shots..

lemme see..

i hav exactly 2 weeks left before i leave for naperville. not smallville, naperville. ice cold chicago. its still like -8 degrees there.

i finished all my application materials, finally. the rest is up to the admission committe. pls pls pls. im a japan born bangladeshi who grew up in japan and singapore. where else could u find that kinda fucked up person to add to the diverse campus that you guys seek?

i realised im connected to like 1 million people in friendster. as in the personal network thing. amazing how we're all connected to ppl. i wonder how many ppl i actually know in this world.

stacie orrico's so cute and hot. i saw one of her appearance pic for some award show. she's too hot. theres somethin bout her smile in tt 'i promise' vid. makes ur heart melt. she looks v indian in the vid tho.

fuck george bush

i want kids. i saw these two kids while goin places durin hari raya. the ideal kids for me. v cute girl. nice big eyes, great smile, her bro so quiet, yet playful. such a cute thing.

i copied a whole lotta cds. dont dare use kazaa once im there so im gettin as much music as i can now.

talked to ms chia, she's too nice. she makes me feel v capable. she has so much faith in me. she assured me i can make it in US. im gonna prove her right.

tt was prob my last visit to SA. left a huge pile of lect notes, tuts, everythin a levels to vicky n monisha. phew, tt helps me clear my room a bit.

im gonna leave soon. v soon.

ecstasy is all u need... livin in the big machine.. aw...

think i had nervous breakdown last nite. i think. maxwell, dave matthews, goo goo dolls, michelle branch n vanessa carlton made it better.

last time i had that kinda thing was like 2 yrs ago.

i still need to meet a whole lotta ppl b4 i leave. runnin outta time. plus the pressure.

when will this end. i tot i could relax after A's. then i still had college application. then now gotta pack everything. then go there n gotta get adjusted to everythin all over again. then college will start. then im gonna mug. then im gonna transfer to ivy. then im gonna get a job. then there'll never b a holiday until i retire.

fuck.

pats won super bowl!

feelin quite pissed now. audioslave helped for a while yesterday.

quick shots. quick points.

met melissa sng after a long while. was so nice talkin bt the old times in queensway. now i can only reminisce about it. time passes like tt. few yrs down the road i'll b talkin bt SA like tt.

i wanna watch a lot of movies. all those serious, artistic ones.

i know its brutal shit, but i feel like watchin irreversible. yea, tt movie where monica belluci gets raped for like 9 mins. not coz i wanna see the rape scene, but coz ive practically read almost everywhere tt its a reality check between fictional movies n depictin real life.

i like those kinda movies tt make u think. those low budget, complicated ones.

i missed a lot of movies.

last samurai was excellent.

finished readin micheal crichton's 'prey' in bout 3 days. all 525 pages of it. actually should hav finished in 2 days, i had to do lot of walkin n admin biz on tuesday.

im watchin survivor n american idol. thats somethin i never used to. but im tt free, in a sense.

gonna get me licence, learn C++ n visual basic b4 college starts.

mayb i should get some a level computin n FM stuff from jonas. i could do simple stuff b4 college. if i do FM, then engin maths would b much easier. comp touches lil on programmin so tt will help me too.

ooh, a master plan.

i wanted to do MBA after undergrad straight away. ms chia told me to work for few yrs b4 doin MBA. if tts the case, i'll come back to singapore much later. coz i was calculatin in terms of undergrad followed by MBA n job.

gonna apply to some MNC, n request transfer to singapore or japanese branch. most prob i'll b sent to japan. then i'll see how tt goes n decide where i wanna settle down.

does the future look bright? dunno. lot of planning. got headache now.

gonna miss a whole lotta ppl.

ok this is wat i was thinkin bt last nite.

block block.

*&$*&%@#@!!%^%$!