"Here in the southtown, you know that kid don't play.
Put it down on the streets, will I see another day.
If I make it back this time, got to hold what is mine
And thank god that I made it alive.
Here in the southtown...."

after the 3 day hiatus, i'm takin a mental break for the day. watchin amelie from montmarte now. i watched it b4 n i muz say its one of the most original as well as creative movie ive ever come across. these movies r wat makes me like european films. they juz hav this quality bout em tts so attractive. when watchin those french or spanish movies that are set to our time, i cant help but dream of living juz like the lifestyle tt the movie portrays one day. juz look at amelie living such a comfortable, peaceful life. i want that. i yearn to live in a simple apartment n juz live life. i guess that will happen soon. or in the years to come, i'll hav complete power over that decision. cant wait. 2 more wks to freedom.

lets do a flashback. slept early on sunday night, but couldnt really get to sleep. was rollin n tossin till like 2am. tts my usual night. i hav big trouble fallin asleep. anyway, lucky as it didnt affect too much for maths the next day. yea it was rather straightforward, i could do most of the qtns, leavin some out coz i wasnt sure. i think i screwed up bits n pieces, but i'm content. i was never tt gd in maths once in jc, so cant expect too much out of myself suddenly. but it'll b ok. next day was gp n chem. horrible day of 3 papers. wrote an essay on 'does the modern world place too much reliance on technology?" so i juz wrote n wrote. kinda crappy at parts but yea i wrote quite a lot for once. i had lotsa things to say. i tot the compre wasnt too hard. passage was easy to understand. yea i agree qtns were rather different than the ones we're usually exposed to, but i guess it was do-able. but we never know, tt's gp. chem was horror show. i think this paper was way simple. but the thing was tt, i went into the paper panickin n very underprepared. had i been on a gd standard, like tt of my phy, then it would hav been quite easy. i dunno, mayb i feel tt way coz there were hardly any organic qtns tt i totally detest. but i was quite pissed coz i couldnt even nail the topics tt i usually would excel at. i'm super at thermochem n equilibria. n for weak or below average students, yea tts me for chem, if u dont do well at wat ure gd at, then ure fucked. so i fucked myself. i shouldve juz trusted the data qtn provided n not go accordin to wat i believed i knew. ah well. im not expectin much for chem. but it did make me feel a little better since everyone found it screwed up n were v unsure. but my damage has already been done. its gonna b hard to recover from this damage. but ill juz do wat i can do. maths p2 today made me so happy. well i never know i might hav used all the wrong methods n did somethin wrong like usual, but if i can attempt everythin n hav a sense of idea as to how the qtn should b answered, i guess tts gd enough. i managed to answer everythin. i actually finished ahead of time. i was amazed. but we never know till we get our results. personally i believe tt if i improved, then so did everyone else. so gotta see. i might do well, n theres still a possibility i screwed up.

man this characters name in amelie is so cool. his surname is quincampouix. so cool. when i start a new CM game after A's, im gonna name myself valderrama quincampouix. valderrama's a surname but it sounds like a first name.

anyway...

worst part of A's is over i guess. tho its not so much, i got quite a bit of time to do chem n phy prep. man, its 2 wks more. it seems quite long, but its gonna fly. ive thus far sat for 15 hrs of the 24 tt im sittin for. man. tts crazy. actually 21 of 30 if u include my SAT I n IIs. man. tts really some waste of time n some pascals on my arse.

im gonna hav to finish composin two essays for carnegie mellon by tomorrow n submit by 14th. that'll settle my ED. but now im not sure if i really wanna go there. well if u do, its gd, but other colleges as equally as gd n at a cheaper price. hmm hmm.

while ive been havin exams, my bro's been downloadin that 70's show for me. now ive got season 1 2 3 all complete. almost halfway through season 4 now. i could hav the entire series by this weekend. n then, burn mania. gonna do tt for friends after A's. n roswell too. ooh, this is cool.

when i reached home today, immediately went to my desk n threw maths n gp stuff on the ground. my mom was like, walid wat r u doin. heh, to hell wit those two for now. stacked up everythin later n it piled up to half a meter already. n theres still much more for chem n phy. 3/8 of my desk space is cleared for now. cant wait till next wk when i can get rid of the god darned chem. i'll still b doin maths n phy in uni, but i really dont want anythin got to do wit chem for the next few yrs.

Kuan Sian was damn funny today. after maths, we were juz talkin lot of shit as usual n he juz noted somethin;
"y is it tt whenever tt guy walks, two girls follow him?"
his friend: 'one of the girl is his gf n the other one is the gf's best friend."
Kuan Sian: "... (after few moments of silence), erm, does tt mean buy 1 get 1 free?"
everyone: "HAHAHAHAHA!!!"

hahahahahahaha..... BURN!!!! (Kelso That 70's Show style)

man Kuan Sian never fail to amuse n crack me up.

k gonna continue watchin amelie.