"Hey
Do you wanna come out
And play the game
It's never too late"

Hmm... the wk, more like the day, didnt start as badly as i thought it'll b. first thang, physics n we got back all papers except for p3. as i expected, i flunk p2, got 30/90. average accordin to Mr. Mannan, was 40. There was a classmate who got 59. I was like.. wat the heck... but yea, he's gd, so cant say anythin bt the credibility. Luckily, all my other papers were quite gd, so pulled up my marks considerably. i got 44/60 for p1, which is quite gd, i mean, 73%.. but made a lot of careless mistakes, which i was left to regret, but hey, nothin can b done now. got 28/34 for prac, p4, as i said, its impossible not to score for phy prac, few mks were gone for careless mistakes regardin significant figures n unusual questions usually not asked in pracs. then surprisingly got 14/16 for p5! I mean, i scored full 8 mks for the first design, n had it not been for unacceptable diagram for the second qtn, i would've techinically got a full mark. I was talkin to Clarisse n Stella durin lunch n they were like 'u freak! how could u get full marks for design prac?' haha, yea, i wonder y too. i juz did watever i could think of, usin logic, most of the time. n yea, i got it. so tt made it 116 out of 200 so far. n i tot it was gonna b screwed for phy, but hey, the other papers pulled me up nicely. n as i calculated subsequently, its still very much possible for me to get tt C i wanted n targetted b4hand. tt means i juz need to pass p3, score about 55 out of 110, which is juz a pass, to get tt coveted C. not bad eh? i screwed up, but still got gd chance of gettin C, wat does tt say? if i had done well n p2, mayb, juz mayb, it would hav been possible for me to aim for tt elusive A. Hmm... wat a thought. Now i feel v bad n anxious tt i didnt study for p3 after the disastrous p2. haha, but i think i should pass at least, it was quite straightforward.

man, tt made me real delighted i tell ya. all the gloom n sadness was juz cleared by the first period! how nice! now i'm motivated to begin studyin again! chem tutor didnt come for second period, so Iskandar, Sunny, Zeeshan n me were talkin bt all sorts of things regardin soccer, studies n movies. seem the class is goin out since we're not havin phy prac tomorrow. gd stuff, last day to go out, enjoy n begin the muggin excersize. yea, the rest of the day was juz draggy n unseless.

durin those useless lessons, got to know most of my friends got C for maths n all. well, i cant hope for anythin like tt, i'm realistically thinkin i'll get O. but a little part of me hopes for leniency n get an E. how hopeful. but well, i think i deserve an O. but maths, i believe is somethin tt can really b done ultimately. so tts another motivation.

tt leaves me to think, i gotta concentrate n somehow memorise all tt crap for chemistry! no matter how much i hate organic, i guess i hav absolutely no choice. juz 50 or so days, gotta grit n go through wit it, besides, the reward will b gd. so there's another motivation!

man, today started out real nice, dont u all agree? tomorrow's gonna b another short day, an enjoyable one, i hope n start of another hectic life.

while on the way back home, Adeline seemed rather disappointed with her maths result. well, i didnt know wat i could do, but when Utkarsh sat beside her in the bus to console her, the scene looked v sweet. Koustav said he feels a little jealous at times when he sees these scenario too. i totally agreed. i might hav lot of ppl i know, but theres tt little difference when someone u share a close relationship with. i dunno if i'm havin tt now, but i too long for somethin a little more than ordinary. its another motivational n comfortin factor in times like these.

went to the doc later on around 8, coz i had a cough tt was botherin me. turns out prob juz throat inflammation. i was runnin out of breathe at times while i was talkin today, but hope the med will cure me of tt by this wk. now i'm feelin a little drowsy coz of med, but i'll juz do few qtns of maths n phy b4 goin to sleep. i think i gotta get tt study guide for chem, i think it'll help me a lot. n its gd to know the option available in tt bk is environmental n not food chem, at least a source for self learnin b4 i decide to grit n stick wif food chem or try environmental.

"That's it!"