"And I'll do anything you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
Oh may
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh may
Do you wanna get married or run away
I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide"

Tt's the part tt u were talkin bt rite, Hui? Yep, tt's a very nice section of the song indeed. Wish I could sing it to someone.

Another day of rottin in sch. Usually the first perioud would have been free but we had a so called talk today so tt wasnt to b. 'bust tt stress' was the talk. i was not payin complete attention so i cant say much bt it. but if i needed help i wouldnt get help from talks like these.

we were given 5 envelopes later for the sch to send us notices for various things in the future. tts when i tried to think where i'll b next yr. i'll b in uni, fittin in in the new environment, new friends n all. i couldnt tell exactly where i'll b, but juz wrote 2 for the current address here, which i think my dad, at least would b here. my mom n bro might stay for another yr. i wrote 2 to my aunt's address in Boston. most of our legal mails n registration stuff goes there so they'll forward me wherever i might b.

then came the highlight of a boring day. Lokesh's birthday bash. i muz say, it was one of the sickest acts of all bashes. he tried runnin away but i managed to catch up with him n Utkarsh subsequently took him to the toilet, arms tightly around his neck. haha, the prayer, singing of the birthday song, beatin the hell outta him, strippin him was the usual stuff tt we do to everyone. but wat happened after tt.. man, i can still feel like pukin. utkarsh got a pair of scissors out, we held Lokesh on the ground, i was pinnin one of his shoulders with my knees, Zee held the other n whole load of others holdin his arms n legs. but actually we didnt need to. coz he knew he better not move. y? coz utkarsh was cuttin his pubes off! i'm ok wit tt, cuttin his hair n pubes off. but wat Utkarsh did later... man... he took the bunch of freshly cut pubes n smeared them around Lokesh's face! i was like, no shit..! then Utkarsh took some more off, stuffed em into the nose n forced open the mouth. i so wanted to puke then. then we juz grabbed a hose, drenched him in water n ran off, usual style. haha. but his bashin was bad enough. ppl really kicked n punched the hell outta him... i guess the frustrations of prelims n all other stuff went to him, esp after tt stress bustin talk. instead of takin it upon ourselves like some weirdos do, we took it out on him. haha, Happy Birthday Lokesh!

Juz got down to my SAT prep again. Finally finished my maths n can do those mini sections tt i'm weak at from now on. but while i was doin all these SAT n stuff, there were ppl so implied tt we should sit for SAT without any prep. yea, i agree. i mean, our usual work is much tougher than the SAT standard, so its straightforward to us, but tt doesnt mean u should juz go withour prior practice. i mean, in order to not juz score, but score high, there r finer techniques necessary. maths is simple to us. but things like verbal, u need to know the skill. n tho maths is simple, if ur tactic is gd, u can score better. there r ways to guess smartly instead of juz wild guessin by elimination n stuff n those small pts r wat makes a difference. ppl keep tellin me to not to waste my time studyin for SAT n instead, study for A's. but lemme juz say this. most of u guys here, A levels r 75% of ur entry criteria, major bulk, but for me, SAT, tho how simple it might seem, is 75%, well, at least, if not more. i mean, i dun think my A level grades seriously affect my entry. at least i'm endin up, most prob at UT Austin or Marquette n UMass Amherst. i know wat i'm doin. juz dont come n tell me how easy SAT is to my face. i know tt. i'm juz lookin to get a better score. realistically, i dun think my A's gonna b tt impressive, so i might as well fine tune my SAT I n II.

Man utd lost surprisingly. so did chelski. so except for Celtic, the other British teams didnt do so well. ah well, who cares. even if newcastle had been through, they would've got walloped by Marseille n Real Madrid. qualification would hav been quite slim too. but we're on comfort way to UEFA Second Round. we gotta beat the Saints this week to get things started b4 worryin bt anythin else. As superstitious as i may b, i think i better re post a big poster of Shearer in my room. somehow or rather, i'm led to believe tt they started performin badly since i had to take it down coz the double sided tapes werent holdin the poster well. i'll put it up tomorrow n if Newcastle wins, well, tt might say somethin. haha, crazy fan i am.